hello...hello....hello

huh,

tak tau nak cakap apa pulak, kejap tadi cam byk je idea, ok since my wife dah tulis a few entry kat bawah tu, now it is my turn things upside down, just kidding lah...pheww..how else can i describe my nearly 4 months AMAZINGGG!!! married life with my wife. What a wonderful person she is, very caring and lovely. thanks wife, for taking care of me during high and low times, i've been occasionally sick (asthma) lately, i believe that it is not easy to deal with sickness especially the ones with unexpected attacks like asthma, i don't consider myself having a critical asthma illness, i was actively involved in sports during schooltime, (soccer, track events..200m and 400m single/relay, ping pong..uhh some people call it table tennis, marathon, badminton ) to name a few. I hate to put myself in a condition where i have to limit myself to do what other perfectly healthy kids do at school. At the same time, i admit that i can be consider as keras kepala when it comes to medication, dun get me wrong okay, i've been there, going to hospitals, taking inhaler and pills, and the only lesson i learned from all that was it does not helps for a asthmatic person to undergo such treatment as it would only makes me feels sicker, all the drugs i've been put into did not makes me better, coz most of the doctor i've seen always told me that there is no cure for asthma, the medication is mainly to fix you when the attacks kicks in.I guess this is why i seldom tell people about the sickness that i have, not because i dun like the sympathy, but i always believe that it makes me a lot healthier and i am more confident in myself by doing so. Do you think that my sports teacher would allow me to play football if i tell them beforehand that i have asthma? what about my chances to be able to go to drilling rigs (offshore) when i worked at one of the oil n gas company recently.

If there is a will, there is always a hope.

I understand that it is not a joke to tell people that i survive all that, i surely did a lot of preparation and proper judgment in order to overcome all that, did i face difficulties? sure i did but that would be another stories la...

till then, happy birthday to my wife (dah wish tapi saja nak wish lagi kat blog ni...may Allah bless her with happiness and joy)