How much I want to have kids...

ello...happy weekend. while i'm writing this, my husband is engrossed with playing football video game with his brother...everytime when we spend the weekend at his parent's house, he's definitely looking forward to these moments...way to go Chelsea...he likes Chelsea a lot.
anyways tadi i gi atria with my hubby and my niece n nephew...while trying on a pair of trouser at one of the boutique, the shopowner was commenting at how cute and adorable "anak2 awak ni"...kembang gak hati ni walaupun bukan anak kita...hehehe, but i really yearn for children...been married for 4 months only but really really looking forward to have kids...rasa tak seronok lah asik layan anak org lain, kalau anak diorang got so attached to me, nanti their mother pulak rasa offended atau tercabar, and i dun want to ruin that kind of r/ship.
i wish i can have kids soon...praying so hard....